It's been a while since Sabreena left the school...I'm still trying to fill in the loneliness during outside the class...I having been myself this few days...I kinda don't know how to act my normal self anymore...haha..weird right? but I'm being serious here....It's very hard for me to talk to somebody with my normal self....There's no one for me to annoyed with and acting like a fool because no one will look at me like Sabreena and Esther do....
In school, Tanushia, Justin, Sam, Jevin , Sin Sin and the others has really accompany me and make me feel better....but I still find something is missing....Is so so hard...I really had no one to joke with...I'm becoming serious at school....and I hate it....I'm not always hyper and smiling smiling.....I still need to find somebody to annoyed with....If only Esther is in DJ....
ESTHER! COME TO DJ.....I'M SO MAD....YOU DIDN'T GO FOR TUITION ON thursday, saturday, sunday and monday(this one u got food poisoining so it's ok but still mad) THE TIME WHEN SABREENA LEFT!.....YOU AND YOUR VOLLEYBALL TRAINING AND VOLLEYBALL TRAINING TRIP TO PD(which I think it's pretty cool)..... TAKING UP THE TIME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST......( right here and now) I DON'T CARE THIS THURSDAY YOU MUST GO EVEN IF I HAD TO DRAG YOU ALL THE WAY THERE!.....SABREENA YOU HATE THAT SCHOOL JUST COME BACK TO DJ cuz ( I finally realize that I'm nothing without the both of you....)
I'm still having bad dream...some of the dreams I forgot and I only remembered a few...because of these bad dream I couldn't sleep properly....I remembered last night dream..Let me record it in my blog...Because Esther didn't go for tuition because of the food poisoning....I dreamt the she was there and she was really sick but she came anyway..she was wearing a white thailand shirt...and Sabreena was there tooo..She was wearing a blue t-shirt..(I don't why she was there)
All of a sudden, we at a a big hall which I don't know where...In the hall, all of my classmates were there...and I think mostly DJ students were there too...there was a stage in front where someone was giving a speech...than Sabreena said let's leave because Esther was sick so we left the place and when into a room which I don't know to rest....But before we left I saw 2PM were sitting behind us...I MEAN WHAT? THEY WERE BEHIND US AND WE WANTED TO LEAVE.....but we still left...while in the room, I remembered that I had forgotten my stuff..so I when back to the hall....I saw 2PM was talking to Sheryn, Jia Yi, Joey...I mean that gang la in 4 Kempas..that always hang out together...
After that I went back out cuz I was too afraid than went back in....this is the funny part, saw 2PM performed heartbeat than all the girls from 4 kempas sang GEE. I can hear Sheryn voice saying 'Aha listen boys, my first love story'...yea.It's funny that in the dream I can hear the song exactly the same like I listen to it in reall life... I actually sat down and watched the performance...haha...than I tried to run out of the hall cuz I felt that someone is watching me..
So I run out but when I was running I felt very heavy that I couldn't breath. I also could hear footsteps behind like it was chasing me. It was scary. I stopped cuz I was so tired..suddenly a guy appear just to give back my book which I left in the hall ( I was hoping one of the members from 2PM was the person....haha...too bad)..than I ran again, trying to find the room that Esther and Sab were in BUT I couldn't find it...I ran, ran and ran...but I still couldn't find it...while I was running there were so many obstacles.
Finally there was a dead end so I turn back, it was a long way back than I saw my dad..suddenly it was either Sab or Esther that SMS me saying...'when are we goin home?' but than I had to run back at the end again cuz I left my stuff there..so I ran than I came back...Suddenly, Kris Ellen appear...we ran out..than....it just stop there..I can't remember anymore...I didn't get to see Esther and Sab in the end...
I actually woke up so many times when I had this dream...I even googled it too..haha...'why do I keep having bad dream and interpretation dreams' but it didn't help much...
They say it's good to have bad dreams..it help you to release stress and something I forgot..but I still wish it would just stop....all the unwanted things that are appearing in my dreams is just scaring me....So I hope it will stop
Can't wait for this exam to be over....and waiting sab to comeback this march holidays...and hang out together again....Me, Esther and Sab......joke around with korean's jokes, singing korean and making it up...miss those days....and lastly, DO COVERS.....I'll kill you guys if there is still no cover...HAHA!
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