Beatiful Lies That's Within

Bottle It Up

2012-01-24T08:24:00.000-08:00

Leaving it dead after so long and I'm bringing it alive again.

I wonder how long I can keep up with it. The feelings that you can't express even with the person that is closes to you. I'm afraid of what they would think of me when I say it out loud. I wonder whether they would understand me or they would think that I just want some attention or maybe just sympathize me.

I'm so tired of smiling to show that everything is fine with it. They would just talk as if I can do like how I used to. It's so hurtful when you find it very inconsiderate. IT HURTS!

'Keep smiling and everything will be fine' or 'be strong'. Don't they ever know that I just want to cry and hoping that they would just say 'It's ok to cry'. Those words can really put me at ease because I don't want to cry in front of people that they would think 'what's wrong with her?'. I'm trying to be strong, not to cry something that can never be undone. But don't you know that it is very hard?

'We are always here for you'. Those words, it just to comfort you but they never really meant it except to those who really care about you. If you are not close with that person, you kinda don't expect they will always be there for you. So, do you really mean it then?

Once you lose somebody that you really love and care about. It's so hard to let it go. You were so closed with that person and leaving behind with just memories of him. It's really hard to handle. Missing his presence around you, the way you always hang out with him and your everyday life with him. Always wants to hear him say ' I love you', 'Thank you' or ' I'm so proud of you' but can never be heard again. People who doesn't experience it, can be hard to understand how we are feeling.

When that happens, people coming to me saying 'I'm sorry for your lost' or 'Are you ok?'..really makes me feel better because it shows how much it meant to me when somebody took notice of it. So when someone loses their loved once, don't hesitate to say those line to them IN PERSON and don't be afraid because it's the truth. If you see them smiling all the way after losing somebody or sits at the corner..that wants everybody to leave him or her alone. When they say 'I'm fine', don't ever believe them. They might lie. Please just go to them and comfort them. Just stay by their side and say 'it's ok to cry'.

I'm going to meet BEAST!

2010-06-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

Baki Zainal is giving away the tickets and the question was

"if you are given 2 tickets to watch Korean group BEAST in concert, who would you bring? and why?" ... post your answers and the most creative way

and my answer was

'If I were given two tickets...I would definitely bring my best friends, Esther...Both of of us loves kpop :D...Kpop is what bring us two more close to each other...
We want it so badly that we even try to understand korean language...we always sing their songs and also other kpop and dance to it...sometimes we even joke around with their songs ... lyrics by memorizing the lyrics and pretending that we can understand it...:D like 'yeah, love is pain!' or 'michyeo michyeo'...but it'll be cooler if we get to speak to them that..haha! Beast is really special...They really talented and
they really put an effort to it..they showed that in bad girl MV..even though is a sad song...they try to make it happy for us fan..and I was so touch by it...
Thank you for giving the tickets away and gives us hope to see them...We hope that we get to meet them in live..it will be like a dream come true..we just can't wait for it..:) ♥ SO BEAST! ♥ V-out!'

I know it's a bit 'gay' but I was desperate...haha! I'll say anything to get that free passes...:D

and the result

"Congratulations to Iman Najwa for you have just won yourself 2 tickets to catch Beast live in KL this saturday at 8.30pm in KL Live Center..."

the happiest day of my life...it's like my another best birthday gift from him...

Will go with Esther....and if only sabreena can go with us :(....I still hate you for going to boarding school...COME BACK, SABREENA!

Siew Ho's really SURPRISE birthday!

2010-04-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

3rd of April
Before the official birthday surprise birthday party for siew ho....We went to one utama first..to buy a brand new shirt for him...
Siew Ho came super early to one u
and Sab and I were rushing to get out from boarding school and shopping with family...
Esther was late cuz of cab I think...haha
Anyway, we were late and siew ho was upset though

Siew ho was really upset untill he started to annoy us with his..'I'm was all alone' and 'I was so lonely' phrase over and over again....
We did manage to get siew ho's T-shirts and time to go for dinner
BUT THAN! Esther left her hp in a cab and there's this sweet guy help her give it back her hp...
so we went to his apartment and took it back...

It was so late...the cave was closed! Plan B....We had to distract Siew Ho from seeing Aunchi...cuz Aunchi wasn't there yet....Siew Ho was unhappy and angry... but still he must hang in there...
Aunchi arrived and we went to swensons and first time ever!

SIEW HO WAS REALLY SURPRISED TO SEE AUNCHI THERE!
OUR BIRTHDAY SURPRISE FOR SIEW HO WAS A SUCCESS AFTER ALL THIS TIME
Esther, Sab and I were very satisfied and happy bout it...

AWWW!

Time to eat!

Yea, the 2nd surprise didn't work out..so he was trying to fake it...hmph...

Such a cute couple..love them both so much!

All the girls * Siew Ho was the only guy...*

Say bye bye!

This shall be our family photo!
If Melvin were there than siew ho would have a son...haha!
5th of April
HAPPY 16TH Birthday, SIEW HO!
I love you as a friend
You're a great friend...:)

SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT 2010!

2010-03-28T06:07:00.000-07:00

YUP! SUPER JUNIOR come to malaysia on the 20th march 2010..
I was so sad that I didn't went to their concert..I'm still am
Their tickets were expensive of course I want to buy the best seat during the concert but it was just so expensive...
Even so, I still couldn't go cuz my families were living with me for a week...

My friends said it was awesome..ARGH! that makes me so jealous...
and she bought the VIP seats..and she told me that the VIP seats a lot of little kids with parents..haha..but the best part for her is that she shook hands with some of the SuJu members especially my fav, Eunhyuk!..Jealous again..

Donghae look so cool..and his in the middle..

and they say that jordon has their water gun...Hmph!

Kyuhyun look so hot with that hair...and Sabreena likes him..haha
Esther, I wonder who do you like in Suju? You never told me...

Yesung...has the nicest voice..

Henry..from super junior M

So cute!

Eunhyuk...my top list fav..AHHH!..haha

He's a really good rapper...and dancer

Donghae..always partner with eunhyuk and really good dancer..sometimes he can forget the world when he's dancing...always into it..

Leetuk...The leader..speak very fluently...and acts like a clown

Ryeowook...the shortest..always the victim of teasing...haha

they always goof around..and act like kids

but they can be serious and make the performance really nice..

Shindong...good dancer despite of his body..

Siwon...very manly and has 8packs and act likes a father..

sungmin..very talented when it comes to martial arts...he's cute when his hair is short

Heechul(left) always act like a girl..but he's very funny and mean in a funny way..gets angry easily..

During the concert, there were 3 members didn't participate in Super show 2

Kangnin...Talks a lot...brings laughter with his childish talks and actions..

Hankyung...non-korean member...very close with heechul..funny when they are together..he's funny when he can't speak korean fluently and act blur when he doesn't understand..so cute!

This picture makes my heart stop...Kibum, the youngest...He is so cute...his smile is just so attractive...I love guys that has a killer smile...and kibum has it..He would be my top list fav if he was active in Suju's activities...SO cute!

THey just too playfull...no wonder the audiences were so entertain..

they also can gives us the Whoa!

I hope I'll get another chance to go to their concerts...with all 13 of them because they seem to be falling apart...

I also want Big Bang(please!) and SNSD to come to Malaysia too...
I'll buy the most expensive seats if I must....to make no regrets...

Tanu's party

2010-03-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANUSHIA...YOU'RE 16TH NOW!

thanks for inviting me to your party at PJ hilton hotel..only me and siti came
I feel very sad posting this..
cuz all the pictures from my hope had been deleted by the stupid computer..
I'm so pissed...all the nice pictures and memories
same goes to the pictures when my cousins were here

Anyway, I had fun at your party...
We ate a lot and sorry I was late
You look really gorgeous on that day..Wish I had a picture to remind me how you look..
DAMN IT!

After lunch, we went up...to the rooms...
roaming around and take pictures..HAHA!
It was so fun..and we even pretend to be spies...
and trying to knock on people's door..but didn't really have the guts to do it..
I love all our pictures..it was so nice...
The jumping picture, pictures at the park, in the elevator
the chocolate fountain pictures all gone..
and the picture of you with the durians (which you hate to eat it..haha)

I hope you upload your pictures soon..and hope it doesn't happen like me...
see pictures on FB...

My cousins pictures
one of the picture was my cousins 7th birthday...It was so wasted...
and the pictures of me with my cousins little cousins kissing me which is so sweet..
and with my close cousins...our posing were nice..haha..and our ice skating pictures..
but it's ok..it's already happened and can't do anything
BUT STILL!!!! SO ANGRY!..i'm ok now...

Trying to hold on..

2010-03-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since Sabreena left the school...I'm still trying to fill in the loneliness during outside the class...I having been myself this few days...I kinda don't know how to act my normal self anymore...haha..weird right? but I'm being serious here....It's very hard for me to talk to somebody with my normal self....There's no one for me to annoyed with and acting like a fool because no one will look at me like Sabreena and Esther do....

In school, Tanushia, Justin, Sam, Jevin , Sin Sin and the others has really accompany me and make me feel better....but I still find something is missing....Is so so hard...I really had no one to joke with...I'm becoming serious at school....and I hate it....I'm not always hyper and smiling smiling.....I still need to find somebody to annoyed with....If only Esther is in DJ....

ESTHER! COME TO DJ.....I'M SO MAD....YOU DIDN'T GO FOR TUITION ON thursday, saturday, sunday and monday(this one u got food poisoining so it's ok but still mad) THE TIME WHEN SABREENA LEFT!.....YOU AND YOUR VOLLEYBALL TRAINING AND VOLLEYBALL TRAINING TRIP TO PD(which I think it's pretty cool)..... TAKING UP THE TIME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST......( right here and now) I DON'T CARE THIS THURSDAY YOU MUST GO EVEN IF I HAD TO DRAG YOU ALL THE WAY THERE!.....SABREENA YOU HATE THAT SCHOOL JUST COME BACK TO DJ cuz ( I finally realize that I'm nothing without the both of you....)

I'm still having bad dream...some of the dreams I forgot and I only remembered a few...because of these bad dream I couldn't sleep properly....I remembered last night dream..Let me record it in my blog...Because Esther didn't go for tuition because of the food poisoning....I dreamt the she was there and she was really sick but she came anyway..she was wearing a white thailand shirt...and Sabreena was there tooo..She was wearing a blue t-shirt..(I don't why she was there)
All of a sudden, we at a a big hall which I don't know where...In the hall, all of my classmates were there...and I think mostly DJ students were there too...there was a stage in front where someone was giving a speech...than Sabreena said let's leave because Esther was sick so we left the place and when into a room which I don't know to rest....But before we left I saw 2PM were sitting behind us...I MEAN WHAT? THEY WERE BEHIND US AND WE WANTED TO LEAVE.....but we still left...while in the room, I remembered that I had forgotten my stuff..so I when back to the hall....I saw 2PM was talking to Sheryn, Jia Yi, Joey...I mean that gang la in 4 Kempas..that always hang out together...
After that I went back out cuz I was too afraid than went back in....this is the funny part, saw 2PM performed heartbeat than all the girls from 4 kempas sang GEE. I can hear Sheryn voice saying 'Aha listen boys, my first love story'...yea.It's funny that in the dream I can hear the song exactly the same like I listen to it in reall life... I actually sat down and watched the performance...haha...than I tried to run out of the hall cuz I felt that someone is watching me..
So I run out but when I was running I felt very heavy that I couldn't breath. I also could hear footsteps behind like it was chasing me. It was scary. I stopped cuz I was so tired..suddenly a guy appear just to give back my book which I left in the hall ( I was hoping one of the members from 2PM was the person....haha...too bad)..than I ran again, trying to find the room that Esther and Sab were in BUT I couldn't find it...I ran, ran and ran...but I still couldn't find it...while I was running there were so many obstacles.
Finally there was a dead end so I turn back, it was a long way back than I saw my dad..suddenly it was either Sab or Esther that SMS me saying...'when are we goin home?' but than I had to run back at the end again cuz I left my stuff there..so I ran than I came back...Suddenly, Kris Ellen appear...we ran out..than....it just stop there..I can't remember anymore...I didn't get to see Esther and Sab in the end...
I actually woke up so many times when I had this dream...I even googled it too..haha...'why do I keep having bad dream and interpretation dreams' but it didn't help much...
They say it's good to have bad dreams..it help you to release stress and something I forgot..but I still wish it would just stop....all the unwanted things that are appearing in my dreams is just scaring me....So I hope it will stop

Can't wait for this exam to be over....and waiting sab to comeback this march holidays...and hang out together again....Me, Esther and Sab......joke around with korean's jokes, singing korean and making it up...miss those days....and lastly, DO COVERS.....I'll kill you guys if there is still no cover...HAHA!

My Loving Brother?

2010-03-06T07:47:00.000-08:00

6th of March
Arzahimie Randy Razak a.k.a Amy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, BRO!

OK, that's all...I got nothing to say...

Maybe I just say some...don't want to be mean

here goes,
The first time we met....YOU HATED ME, TORCHED ME LIKE HELL! ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY, ALWAYS GET JEALOUS EVERY TIME I GET WHAT I WANT FROM MAMA...ABANG LONG WAS MUCH LOVING THAN YOU WERE!

But as time passed by, we were trying to get a long...even though we are not that close..I still wish we are because it's so awkward every time I'm with you...I can't speak normally..It became awkward because of the past that we always fought
I just want to be like a family that we can share stuff together like normal brothers and sisters do....joke around, fight at the same time we still love each other...

Ok, I think that's about it..don't want to get too moochie now...
LOVE YOU, BRO..
You're 27 now..hurry up and finish your studies..
you're gaining some weight...go out and exercise please!
Don't go clubbing anymore..you're almost 30..get some sleep before you become even older..
Stop hanging out with your sexy friends they corrupted your mind..haha(joking)
I think I'm serious with this..

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY!
MAY YOU LIVE LONG AND HEALTHY LIFE!

Farewell...

2010-03-05T04:30:00.000-08:00

Friday

Sabreena came to my house to check the editing I made for Esther...Esther was so late...but it was good cuz we need to finish the video...We went to tuition together for 4 hours...that was the last time we will be goin with Sabreena...T.T

After tuition, me and Esther went for sleepover at Sabreena's house...They promise me that they want to do cover before Sab left...Before that, we let Esther watched the video that me and Sabreena edited it...haha...and no Esther the cake was not enough...haha...We stayed up till 5am ....WOW! Break record...I wanted to stayed up the whole day but it didn't happened...couldn't stand it...We went to sleep without doing cover..-.-

SATURDAY

Woke up in the morning, cuz bella peed on us..haha..after that feel asleep back...at 11, I woke up first, while waiting for Esther and Sab to woke up I played L4D 2...They both woke up and we took picture..showing that we just woke up..haha..than had breakfast more like lunch...

Followed sab to the clinic but the doctor didn't want to do check-up on her....so we went for lunch I think at a thai restaurant...and sabreena went to buy contact lenses took her a long time to wear it at first...haha...I wonder she's goin to school early in the morning...

Went back to Sab's place, Ate ayamas...They promise me that we'll do cover that night...SuddenLy Esther got headache and need to rest for awhile....After SABREENA went to sleep tooo! I was so angry...and in the end we didn't do cover..so much for the yakso!

SUNDAY!

Me and Esther wanted to make a surprise farewell party for sab..so in the morning I'll smsed everyone that I could think of to come...but than they didn't get a message that it was a surprise...note: if the person that invites you is not their own party or wtv means it's a surprise....
I was quite worried on that day cuz esther was sicked and I was at Sogo with my parents...and My hp died at the wrong time! AHHHH!

I finally arrived at sab's house...by the time I came Sam left...We tried to ride bike with her to distract her from letting her know that more people are comin...but she found out and it was a total failure...haha...TIMOTHY! I can kill you for asking her....

but in the end, we had fun...we took a lot of pictures and we ate and had some chat...(the picture with Esther and aly)

MONDAY

Had tuition with Esther, before tuition we were trying to make a scarp book for sabreena before she leaves...we cut out some pictures and put in the message from the one's that is close to her...At first, when we did it half-way...me and Esther felt that we wanted to keep the book cuz it was so nice...haha...sry, sab but it was true...

After tuition, we continued again...

TUESDAY

It was an important day..cuz sab is leaving tomorrow...and Esther and I still haven't finish the scrap-book..we started a little bit late because Esther just came back from one u...So, we faster started to write the book...They were so much message...some were very long and we kinda whine about it...haha.. I'm so sorry I let Esther do all the writing..I find her writing nicer than mine...and Scared the book will not look nice!...We also sticked a lot of pictures inside...

It was so sad because we missed having lunch with her...and we only came at 9? We only had dinner with her and wanted to chat with her more...but joseph was still there..haha...such a loyal friend stay there so late...than they told us about krys and andrea story when they went to lunch..It was quite sad..cuz me and esther were at SS2 and they were there too...We could have just visited them there....

Sabreena, hope u write your day in your new school in the scrap-book as a jurnal...Esther and I can't wait to read it!

Early Birthday!

2010-03-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

ESTHER TAN JEN CHZE

17^th JANUARY 2010

It was Esther’s birthday and she had a party at redbox which is really cool. Before that, we actually planned to do it at Esther’s place but than it never happen everything that we planned never did happen so the redbox was kinda a last minute change…haha.

In the morning, I was trying to get ready and thinking about the cake…Sabreena had took it last night and she gave it to Siew Ho. Around 2, I picked up Siew ho and Kum Fong and finally saw the cake was super nice! I can die… ( you know why Esther and Sabreena)

By the time we reached there, it was quite embarrassing of me walking around with a dress…sooo weird! (people were staring) reached at redbo..found out that sabreena,esther and sam weren’t there yet. What is this? Birthday girl was late for the party…before the party starts, Siew ho, Kum Fong and I sang a bit while waiting than Ren Chii came..we sang and sang…Kum Fong with his 21 gun song…FINALLY! Esther, Sabreena and Sam came…was quite a relieved I couldn’t stand those guys there alone!..haha

And the party begins! WHOOO….

The best part was the food especially the spaghetti and drinks AND KOREAN SONGS ESPECIALLY BIG BANG’S AND GEE! BUT THEY JUST HAD TO STOP IT IN THE MISSLE WHEN I’M HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH IT! BUT FOR SORRY SORRY THEY WENT ALL THE WAY, PISH!

Anyway, siew ho and sabreena duet was awesome!..haha..not kidding….we sang, we ate, dance and have fun…

Oooo...SO HOT!

Now the climax of the party! The birthday cake finally Esther get to see it…SURPRISE! They were people screaming and Esther cried..awwww…I think that night the cake was quite famous see how many pictures of the cake and with the cake there are…Esther gave a long speech and sang ‘happy birthday’ for like 3 times…and she kissed TOP..I should had kiss mine too…haha…

My fav of all time...Sab1 u hate me is it?... See, how much esther love me?..haha

Poor Sab, if only it was written as G-Dragon..haha!

One by one people left…after that there’s a few of us left..we went to secret recipe and eat again!

Than we stayed there till 9..after that me and sab when to Esther’s place…Sabreena was really sick that day…I couldn’t sleepover..sorry Esther my mum just won’t let me…That night, San was supposed to go home with me but she was sicked and was in deep sleep…I thought it was best for her to not disturbed her…Esther agreed too…

That ended the party…It was really fun…I’m really proud of what me and sab did with the cake…it was really satisfying…after 1 month, we had another surprise for her…and it was a special video for her…sry for the very late surprise..haha…Hope you like it and really enjoy it ….and it was memorable for you!

(more picture from Facebook)

JOSHUA TAN JO-VEN

26th JANUARY 2010

Went out to one u that day with Siew Ho, Sabreena, Esther, Aly and JOSHUA! Me, Siew Ho, Sabreena and Esther went there very early to buy cake and presents for joshua...
We bought him a heart-shape cake cuz it was near Valentine Day and Siew Ho liked it and a guitar pin. He really wanted it...

The cake we bought..Siew Ho trying to draw a guitar...and it was a failure...haha...So Esther tried to save the day and make it nicer...
After that, we met up with Joshua at one world hotel. We had lunch at Cinnamon and his mum paid for it...Thank you, Joshua's mum!
The food there was nice and of course some of us couldn't the chocolate fountain..
Aly came a little bit cuz she got church, I think?

After lunch, we tried to think of a place to surprise joshua..
Me and sab were trying to run away from joshua but than he saw us. He ran after us..We ran away from him and went into an unknown staircase..

Joshua went up..He was smiling, more like smirking..

SURPRISE! Well, he doesn't seem happy...that's sad...

But I tell you this he was more happy went we gave him the guitar pin....

We had to leave quick cuz the place was so hot...dont know why we picked that place...
After that we watched movie...Case 39...
The girl was so annoying..'Why emily?' 10x I think it was more than that..
Than we all went home
Hope you enjoy your birthday joshua!

AMANDA SOH SHA LYN

1st FEBRUARY 2010

Before we went to the madae's party at zian's house...me, esther and Sab went to buy clothes for amanda for her presents...after that, we were ready to go to zian's house again we are always late to go somewhere...haha...
I was so excited because I wanted to see zian's house...I have this thing that I get excited when I'm goin to big houses...because it's COOL!
And of course I'll go there for Amanda to celebrate her birthday...
At zian's house...they took a lot of pictures than we watched korean horror movie
During the movie somebody pulled prank on us...and it was scary to me...

After that, me, Sab and Esther left..before that took pictures..saying goodbye than took pictures again...We just don't want to leave at that moment...haha...We went to Sam's house for awhile...We talked and went home!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU!
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ALL!

We'll miss you!

2009-12-26T23:47:00.000-08:00

Puan Nor Hidayu

She's leaving SKTM next year..(2010) to SK Kelana Jaya 1
This is so sad..I didn't get to see her this year
She was the best teacher and she still is..

She was my standard 3 teacher a.k.a 3 Megah..that was her first year in SKTM..or was it standard 2? I forgot.. and heidy asked her about our standard 3 memories with her and she still remember it..haha

'Yes.... i can still remember that... with mak nenek taliking non stop and iman with her hairstyle , bryan with his car racing story..andrew and cheryl with their smiles..melissa that always around and ask me " can i help you cikgu hidayu... you and your art work...barney that very helpful.... adele,erica and gary always pop up from next door .....and many more.... and still remember Miss Tee?'- Cikgu Hidayu

Yes teacher..I still remember miss tee..She was nice and sweet teacher..love to have her that time...

3M was the best...I remember that she divided us into4 groups..Manggis, Anggur, Tembikai and Rambutan...I was in Anggur...I remember Manggis always win cause they were too quite..Manggis and Anggur always fight to see who could win but Anggur always had someone that wants to talk that persons were Bryan and Ryan..We always scolded them for that..haha
At the end of the month she will give us a prize..but overall, of course Manggis was the winner..
That was a fun year!

She also like to give nickname
Ryan-Tarzan
Sha lynn- Jane (tarzan's girl)
Sabreena- mak nenek

I think there's more but that's all I can remember...

She was also in charge of choir..She always there to give us support and always there for us..She also taught us music and than she always support merbah..
and the last year when I'm in SKTM..MERBAH WIN! haha...

Teacher why do you have to leave?
I'm sure everyone at school doesn't want you to leave and so does all the ex-SKTM-ers because we love you so much..and
We will miss you..everything that you have done for us..you have make our SKTM year...a memorable year for us...
Thank you teacher and take care!

Never Thought It would happen....

2009-12-24T23:26:00.000-08:00

I'm really happy..got 8A's for PMR..I mean who doesn't?
never in my life I get straight A's before..
I was so scared getting back my results even started crying before getting it..haha sorry!(can't hlep it)
because my trials were really bad! Didn't like it but I was ok with it..
Thank you God for this...and helping me out through this..thanks so much!

When I got the results..I was so happy that I want to run towards my dad and hug him but he was at the canteen..didn't get to see his expression because my mum already told him before I could tell him..DAMN! didn't even see my mum's expression too because I called her..only could hear the joy of her voice..This is so sad!..haha...

But the annoying thing was the cameraman.... Capturing every moment when we went inside the hall and the time we got our results even the time when I called my mum!.....I don't know what is it for but it was embarrassing..

I remembered Sabreena ran towards me when she got her results with the smile on her face..Well, I don't have to ask her how many A's she got that time..haha..

My family kept asking 'what does your parents want to give you as your reward?'
Well, my mum said ' A tuition for you, next year.'..Sad...haha

A lot people did well for their PMR..so I would like to congratulate them, to anyone...
and I would like to say Thank you to my parents, to the teachers, to my friends..for the study groups and helping me out...

Ok..personal message..

Alicea Chia, Sandra Chong and Erica Chan..you guys are the best for making this year a great year for me and Congrats...Go ASESI!

Krystle Chan and Shirlie Chong...I still remember our prefect's days together..thank you for that and congrats...ALRIGHT KISS!

Samantha Cheh..without you I don't think my English would improve and learning new words everyday....thank you! You're a great friend and congrats..

Andrea Prisha..We were in the same class in form 2..you're a hardworker and thank you for your good luck wish card and the encouragement card..Congrats!

Timothy and daniel..ermm..ummm..Love u guys for making such awesome jokes..haha and congrats!

Siew ho and Joshua..Siew Ho your explanation towards science is very good..so keep it up and not all the time please..it will give me a headache! Joshua....ermm you so smart and so nice to us! thank you and congrats!

Sabreena..You are everywhere with me in school..haha...Such a great friend always there when needed...Knows how to make people laugh...Thank you and Congrats!

Esther no matter what it is or what they say...We are still proud of you and we will be there for you...You did great and you will do even better in the future!
you're such an awesome friend..really bubbly and can make people laugh..
Thanks for being there for me and Congrats!

A night that might not come again!

2009-12-18T04:28:00.000-08:00

2DAYS 1NIGHT TRIP

At first it was supposed to be in Penang, than change it to Sunway
Sunway was expansive, finally we all decided to stay at Royale Hotel Damansara..at curve..haha..so near to our houses..

Check in at 2 but you know us, we check in around 3 or 4...after that we walked around the curve..
Ate at THAIexpress..It was nice!
went to bubba gum and saw Siew sanz..She works there..haha..
After awhile we went swimming.. We thought we were going to be alone..having the swimming pool to ourselves..but there were 2 guys there..a father and sons..the sons is mixed chinese and matsalleh????...the father chinese...

Than got bored..we took some pictures..YEAH!

Don't know what Sabreena is trying to do?

AIYE! who's that? so bimbo!..haha

What are you pointing at?

We stopped here..cuz my hp got problem...haih..should have taken more..

After 8, we went around the curve again..and than decided to go karaoke...
the receptionist said that our time was 9.30pm till 12.30am..
We went in at 9.30pm, before that we took a lot of food in..
You have no idea how many food sab's mum asked us to take and drinks...There were so much food!..haha
So we started to sing..I got flue so my singing was bad..so I'm sorry...
after a while we become high and wild..singing our hearts out..haha
Surprisingly, they have korean songs that we always heard..Got abracadabra and video..well you watch the MV and sab's parents were there.... haha
Sang some oldies song for sab's mum..even though it was some old songs..we knew the songs so well...so it was fun!
Sab's dad came a little bit later..haha..he was funny!
After that Sab's parents left and the 3 of us stayed...They keep writing there goodbye on the screen but we still stayed there till 3am..We could have stayed longer...but suddenly the screen said welcome..it was meant for us to leave..haha

We were walking around at 3am! and noboby was around so we took some pictures like nobody bussiness..haha

That's our room number..we actually knocked first before we first went in into the room!

We thought we would not sleep but in the end we did...haha..next morning we woke up late for breakfast around 9..than we went swimming again..we saw the same 2 guys again but this time they brought their sister and mother along..the sister is pretty..the brother ..ok la!

than we were late for spa...haha
There were only 2 rooms and 3 people can go in at once..
So, Esther and Sabreena one room
And I am all alone...ooo...scary..haha
it was so relaxing but because of the flue I couldn't relax much..got nose block everytime..can't breathe...but It was relaxing....

After that we saw Siew ho!..haha..than ate at sakae sushi...it was so cool we just order it on the computer..WOW! and The food there was nicer than sushi king!..

Than go home..

Esther is saying goodbye now!
Thanks to Sabreena and your mum for doing this for me and Esther!
It was so so so fun!
Thank you again!

2009-12-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

The commercial is so cool
The effect is really nice but
most importantly the big bang members are in it
They looked HOT and cool
AH! love Daesung and Seungri
TOP,GD and taeyang also not bad

Daesung- Cute
GD-HOT
Seungri-Cool
TOP-Sexy!
Taeyang-well,uh..cool

I gotta have that phone..haha!

I Don't Care..eh eh eh!

2009-12-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

It's been 3 days now and my dad still won't talk to me
because of that stupid camp he ask me to go

At first, I said 'yes'..so he was all happy
very nice to me
then, when I saw the application it said the camp will be held on the
8-10 of dec

and I said that I got another camp on the 10th
He knows about it and said that it's ok..
Then, I just say 'don't want'

He actually rolled his eyes to me
and than wont' talk to me..

It's been kinda awkward now whenever I'm with him..
I'm even scared to ask him anything now..
It's so hard because he's the one that always send me anywhere I want to go..

This also happened when I said that I wanted to quit being a perfect
and well, he just keep quite and
then say that he is so disappointed in it...harsh!

I talked to my mum
and she just
LAUGHED
about it..

but of course she understands it and try to say that everything is alright and don't care..
so
even if you want to keep silent for a long time
well,
I DON'T CARE!

and I got just the perfect song for you..
haha..I feel so mean right now!

Is it a sign of something?

2009-11-23T06:23:00.001-08:00

Today when to Sab house
because she needs help and plan for the trip

Upon arriving my left eye kena poke
while going up the stairs
MAN! IT WAS PEDIH..I don't think it was painful
but yeah, pedih..my eyes became all watery and all
We sat at the stairs a while
Then Esther came out..ESTHER!

Maybe because I didn't want to go to Sogo when my mum invited me along..that's why.
I shouldn't do that but....

Then eat at old town
while walking back we went to the park
and I fell off from the swing
now, this want is painful
especially my fingers
I shouldn't had swing it higher..

Esther and Sab said it's because I said that I have to go home early...that's why
and I don't believe that
but on the bright side they said I might have save some people's lives
You know, what if before that some other people especially children when on the swing and fell..They might get injured badly
but do I have to be the victim? *sob*

I told Siew Ho about the incident
and he doesn't care..What kind of a friend is he?

We make pizza and fries
and it tasted good
We should cook more often

Well, that's it. This shall be my memories where I save people's life...haha
Thanks Sab and Esther for caring..Love you both so much!
and not SIEW HO!

The last day I see you in school

2009-11-12T03:41:00.000-08:00

12 of November

It's our last day of school and some people are leaving the school. They are

SARAH FONG

I known you since primary but we gotten closer when we were in form one. We sat next to each other and we always do a lot of crazy stuff. You were the best 'pengerusi' and Pn Chen PK likes you very much and still do..haha

I remember that we used to sing
Every time I say sorry, you would sing 'apologize'
We sang Maroon 5
'cuz I don't believe in you anymore anymore...'
blue-sorry seems to be the hardest word
and many more

Not forgetting Jo li also, Sarah...
We sat behind...the three of us
We were just crazy...
We used to be the 'warna asas'..haha
me- blue Sarah-Red and Jo li-yellow
the TV3
We do lots of crazy things in class
you also help me a lot in my studies in form one

I'm gonna miss you so much, Sarah!
I know that we will meet again..
I love you
Bye!

ADELE TAN KAY ANN

Sorry I don't have her picture because she was crying so I stole from her blog. Hope you don't mind

Although we are not close but I will miss you Adele! I also know you since primary. We were prefect in primary. But don't forget our time together in our netball team.

We had so much fun playing netball together. You're a great 'C' player. It will be different without you next year. Remember our team
Marissa Yasmine-GS (great shooter in our school)
Ong Li Wen-GD/GK (best defender)
Sabreena- WD ( the fast and swift defender)
Erica- WA ( a great partner with you and great player)
Chandra- GA ( best shooter and defender)
Amanda Soh- WA ( Great player)
Syakira-( Fast and defender)
Amanda Chan and Oh no, I forgot the other one...sry!

Also, don't forget when we ran together for our house 'BERJAYA' this year we did great!
you're a great person and good in sports
I love you and will miss you
hope that we will keep in touch

POOK YI CHAI

I don't really know you well but you're leaving and you're my classmate for 2 years. What the heck?! You're going to UK for 2 years...so lucky
Anyway, Have fun there and don't forget us!

you guys don't forget us and the school,ok?
I'm going to say this

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR LIFE!

And followed by Sabreena

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR NEXT EXAM!

haha...

BYE! I'm gonna cry....

IG.NITE camp

2009-11-01T04:29:00.001-08:00

From 19 - 23 of okt. I went to IBM camp. It's all engineering and stuff

1st day

As usual, We had an 'ice breaking' session. We had to remember all of their names if not we will be punish! Ghee Ken became famous because of his GEEK and Shu wen. The best part is during lunch time because it's a buffet. There's chocolate fountain, sushi and best of all PRAWNS!
After lunch was so boring. I wanted to fall asleep so badly. I smsed Sab she didn't reply me back. Of all the times, she said she forgot about ME! it's ok I know you need to 'layan' Esther at that time.

2nd day

They divided us into a group of 5. I was in the first team. My team members are Kadri (leader), Yana, Kendrick, Sam, Jeanne, Naomi and Siva. After lunch, we started onto out projects. Then, We have to choose what kind of task you want to do. Naomi and I chose industrial.

3rd day

We went to FRIM. It was fun! We got a chance to do an experiment on the stream in the jungle to see whether is clean and clear. The result is positive! yea...it's clean.Then, the nature walks took about an hour plus another 500m climbing up the stairs. I thought I was going to die! I was so breathless when climbing the stairs. Reach already. there's the canopy walk. It was so scary. We had to cross the bridge. It was 30m above yea right more like 80m above. I sms sab she didn't reply then I sms Esther she also didn't reply. I was more scared. Then sab replied back just in time..haha. After lunch, We played a game called treasure hunt. We got last. Why not, our group name was AWESOME LAZINESS..I think we deserve it..haha

4th day

We did the project for the whole day. We had a little problem making the robot moved like we wanted it to. In the end, We managed to make it do it. We were so happy and felt so relieved...haha

5th day

It's our presentation day! Everyone is making sure that the robot is ok and the work is perfectly done. During lunch, I ate a lot because it was our last day... so I have to say bye bye to the prawns..haha. My team did the presentation first because Kendrick had to do to Turkey. During the presentation the robot was a failure. It went out of course. After the presentation, we tried again and It works perfectly! We were so angry at the robot and our mentor said that maybe it got nervous or stage fright. Overall, group 5 won and their prize is an Ipod. I'm so jealous...Shu wen got 2 got of another award.

Now, it's time for pictures. There's more pictures on facebook.

Guess what is that tall building

My team and my mentors

If you guess the tall building is KL tower and you are correct!
And it's not an UFO thing
Naomi will get angry..haha

Swan Lake..haha..get it?

Oooo..Shu Wen and Ghee Ken??

Sabreena Chocolate! It was fun playing with it..

Smiley!

Japanese girl

Shu Wen: I made it to the top...
(don't think about it)

Debate- P>O>I...

2009-10-28T21:53:00.000-07:00

My internet is back...My father finally paid..
Check my mail inbox..almost reaching 1000 mail..WHAT?! How long have I been away man..
Is all because of the photo commented on FB.

For the past few days, Sandra, Sabreena, Erica and I try out for debate. Quite fun..but I know I did horrible. It's also scary. The first round I didn't say anything..haha. Second round my opponent team asked me a lot of question and I freaked out especially erica, she was scary. Don't want to debate with her anymore.

I didn't get in. It's ok because i didn't really want it even though they need Bumi in.The teacher said I'm soft and too gentle but Sabreena got in. YEAH! she really want it so it's a happy thing for her. I know you can do it. We all shall support you! It's so cool..I will say that My best friend is RIMUP debater, my best friend is a Dynamite cheerleader, my best friend wants to become a stewardess or a psychologist?, my best friend want to become a pilot(we will die, haha..kidding), my best friend wants to become an interior designer and so on...What about me? nothing...no wait! I'm an X-prefect..yeah!

IBM camp post will be posting soon...Right now, my grandmother is coming. don't know until when she's going back home. bye bye

LOLI POP-POP!

2009-10-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

I'm still goin to IBM camp...It's quite fun when there's activities goin on but I'm just not that interested....
I felt bored till I have to SMS someone...sorry Sabreena..mesti bill tinggi.
I rather go to school and hang out with my friends....laugh and joke around together.

I'm into Korean songs now..all thanks to sabreena... I think Esther is also into it too because of her....The first song was GEE.That's the first Korean song she introduced it to us....It's really nice song and very addictive especially the dance. Esther introduced us to Nobody.
Not only that, she also make me like Miley Cyrus, Twilight and Hannah Montana. I don't know what else is she going to make me like. But chocolate won't do...haha

Now, She recommended this song. It's very cute and the MV is very nice....Quite addictive also. I don't know whether I should thank her or blame her...haha. Even so, I still love it!. ENJOY!

Over!

2009-10-13T23:29:00.000-07:00

14 Okt

PMR is over but I don't think it's over until the results is out...
So scary...If you don't get what you expecting..it will be so sad.

I really want to go out somewhere..anywhere that can have fun
I want to watch G-force..but everyone is against m watching it..WHY?

My phone bill have been cut off..and I can't call anyone..
I wanted to call anyone whether they are going to school tomorrow but can't..
I can't go online either..(using my bro's internet)
My father better pay the bill fast

I went to school today...because no internet and no one ask me out..watch TV? erm, not many interesting shows to watch
should have listened to my mum.. she was scolding me for coming to school today..

I keep thinking whether I should join Dj's got talent...but too afraid to do so...
anyone going out ask me! HAHA.....
My mum keep asking me when am I celebrating?..bye

Yellow teeth

2009-10-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

My mum went to dentist today
The dentist told her not to eat colouring food for a day after
but
today she cooked for gulai lemak ikan...and it's yellow in colour
She ate it with me...

Then,
Her teeth turn to yellow in colour
When I first saw it
It was so bright like a highlighter colour
I told her and she went to checked it

She saw it...feeling uneasy and started to laugh
She thinks it is funny... It was weird for me
and she said she doesn't care.
Well, I care if that happen to me and it's not funny!
She scares me sometimes.
She has to go around with that yellow teeth for a week
and I forbidden her to laugh or smile with her teeth..but quite funny..I think?

Urgh! I should be studying...Common Iman 2 days to go till PMR ends..
Before I end this..Let's watch justin bieber music video One time!
I think he is really cute!

Panicking!

2009-09-23T20:20:00.000-07:00

I didn't checked my E-mail for a week now and there's like 200 over messages and I'm lazy to read it all...

Then, Kum Fong put our Standard 6 pictures...how embarrassing ..

I didn't get to study much because of this Raya thing...we visit a lot of house..most of them are our relatives of course...houses to houses the whole day...and the saddest thing is that...some of the house gave duit raya to the children only...so sad..Hey, we still studying you know..not working..

I always never get a chance to Raya at Sabreena's house..because she always do on the first day of raya..and I always balik kampung..

I'll update about raya after PMR I guess...
There's gonna be two
One is at Kampung(my family) and the other is in KL(My step-family)

Sometimes having two mothers is lucky( I guess)..Haih! stupid PMR why does it have to be before Raya...the ones that took UPSR are so lucky....bye for now

So Hot! So Cool! So cute!

2009-09-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

Since haven't update for so long.... so I'm updating this for fun..hehe

It's so cool..Super Junior M sang it in mandarin with 2 chinese singer
Love them*faint*
Jessica(SNSD) is in it

This song is so cute!
Donghae( super junior) is in it
They are actually ages between 15- 17

Another cute and nice song
Seohyun(play the drum) is so pretty
I really like her
here they are a year older

AH! I'm fallin for these two Korean group already

Just for laugh!

2009-09-09T08:08:00.001-07:00

I laughed everytime I see this Picture!
It's all thanks to Siew Ho
Sorry Sabreena
It's just too funny
so, whenever I'm sad...I will just take a look at this picture..haha

We took a lot of picture but here's a few
We had a great time though

In the end, we laughed hard
Hope we go out together again..
Thanks for the pictures, Joshua

Forgotten!

2009-09-08T04:57:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I forgot my mum's birthday today( 8 September)
I totally forgot
and I feel really bad now. Forgetting parent's birthday is like the worst thing that happen to me right now!

No wonder she took a day off today
I never felt something was missing...It never occur to me
Maybe it's because there were no activities that need to write down the date today
or maybe I'm thinking too much of the trial's result
or maybe I'm too worried about PMR is coming...
Even my dad didn't tell me...I guess he forgot? Then that would be terrible for my mum...*shocked*

I felt bad because I asked her
'Why did you take a day off today?"
"Today is my birthday" she said.
* I was silence. Didn't know what to say felt a little guilty here
" You never even wish me"
"Oh, Happy Birthday"

How pathetic was that?
She gives me everything that I needed
She remembered my birthday
and I forgot. Ok, next year must remember...must must

What kind of friend?

2009-09-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

I feel so bad

I took the 'how well do you me?' quiz
and I sucked at it
never get over 80%
even Kystle and Sabreena's one I got less
If I never make careless mistake for the twin..maybe I'll get 80%
ESTHER! your quiz I only know at least 3 questions
It's so hard
and I didn't take the quiz cuz I know it's gonna be a bad results

I never feel so disappointed in my life...
I don't why..I should be feeling it in my exam results
but I feel more sad when seeing the results in this test
I failed as a friend
some of the questions I answered carelessly
I don't want to take this quiz anymore
I think it will make me even more sad
if I see another bad results

Sorry guys..I shall try harder

A Night Disaster!

2009-08-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

29 OGOS

Finally, I got to go out with Sabreena, Esther, Siew Ho and Alicea. Don't care about Joshua(kidding)
There, I met Heidy, Elisha, Syikin and Eddie?....

We watched The Proposal but I wanted to watch GI Joe but It's fine. The movie was nice and funny especially the part where Margaret danced and the interview part was just lame. They ask question that doesn't make sense. Like
'Which side of the bed does your girlfriend sleep?'
'on the right side' he answered. Then, he asked
'Which side of the bed do you sleep?'
There's more lame questions but quite funny when they asked.

After the movie, we head out to the car park area
There was a trolley and I don't know why we started to play with the trolley.
It was all because of Sabreena that wanted to go in it.
Starts taking pictures, play with it and ride it.

We started walking around waiting to "buka puasa"
Don't know why but we have this habit of sticking in one place.
We started walking then we stopped for few minutes.
Then walked again and then stop in middle of nowhere for few minutes.
It was quite amusing for me and Esther.

It was so hard to get a place in Chilis'
There were so many people until we have to wait till 8
We didn't approve of it so we went to Fridays. It was full also. Almost all the restaurant were full. It was tiring walking here and there.
Poor Joshua. No ones wants to listen to your suggestions...haha.
In the end, we ate at Chilis' because Esther and Sabreena were waiting so long to eat at Chili's.
So Mr Phang make the reservations..haha..Siew Ho was so proud when they called him Mr. Phang

It was nice chatting at the dinner table...Remembering the past and talked about our parents..Oops..SHHHH!
some of us couldn't finish the food that we ordered but the food there was nice and worth it
The price was quite high..until we realize that we ordered the nachos..haha

Aly went off first.
Then we all went home with Sabreena..So sorry that you have to sent us all back, Sabreena.
Joshua gone..followed by Esther.
Then, it started to annoying because of Siew Ho and His 'dangerous'.
He kept on singing that song and everthing to him is dangerous.
'Sabreena is so dangerous.. you can't do that..It's so dangerous'
Sabreena was so annoyed till she was going to explode..I was scared but it was funny

Then Siew Ho...Bye bye!
overall it was fun..Should do this again after PMR

Oh ya.. Iman remind yourself to remind Sabreena to kill Siew Ho during school.
Sabreena If you are reading this...Remember to kill Siew ho at school on Tuesday.

The pictures are with Joshua and Esther. still waiting

Ok, the end.

Another Day

2009-08-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

Just got back from guitar exam...
It was scary. I think I did well except for hearing skills..I knew I would flunk it because I'm always not sure what note is it playing even though I been playing piano for so many years.

I'm so bored.
I miss my friends. Can't believe I'm saying this, I miss school too.
I haven't seen Esther in a while, miss her.
Shirlie and I haven't talk much either for the past few months.
Miss Sam, Sabreena, Erica, Siew Ho, Daniel, Tim, Sandra, Aly and Krystle too, even though I see them almost every day
but they make my day!
I want to go out and hang out with my friends, best friends, close friends, old friends just like the old times
But my mum won't let me because it's fasting month but she promises me that I can go out after PMR anytime. Heh heh!
So lonely here staying here at my house..No friends to talk too.. My parents are working.
Do the same thing everyday

I been watching Boys over Flowers, Why Why Love, Prince Hour, Whose line is it anyway? and Hannah Montana
I should be studying but so lazy..I'm such a lazy girl
Sometimes I don't really looking forward for holidays if there is nothing to do.. So bored
Help Me!
I'm dying here!

The Perfect Night for Her

2009-08-15T22:42:00.000-07:00

15th August

Auntie Nadia got married, Kamal's sister...to a chinese man..

The bride was so pretty..Sam was pretty too..
I think she out shine the bride that night

Sam thought that if she wears a 3 inch high heel she'll be a bit taller
but too bad for her I wore high heel too..haha
No wonder we didn't feel any difference when we met each other

Every place there is a glass full of ferro Roche....and my family and I took it all home
Even the ones that people left behind..haha

For those of you who wants to see sam as the flower girl...well, here's the pic!

So cute

The birde
Congrats nadia!

This past few days, I couldn't eat any hard food or food that's need to chew...
I feel so miserable and it is so torturing...I can't stand it because I love to eat...
Just see the food and you can't eat it...ARGH!!!
Oh braces when are you going to get out from my life?
I been wearing you for so long now...Stop torturing me!

Choco Surprise!

2009-07-17T03:25:00.004-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SABREENA!

Sorry for the late post

on the 11th July we celebrated her birthday

It was actually a surprise party for her

Esther planned it all
I actually to make a surprise for her too
but then when sab said that Esther couldn't come
Well, my planned was ruined
Siew Ho and Joshua were no help at all

Surprisingly, her plan was actually what I wanted (YAY!)
I was excited that she planned it all
I felt like hugging her at that time
She called me the day before
I knew she was planning something
I mean Sabreena's birthday party
Why wouldn't she come?

Of course Sab was sad whe Esther couldn't come
She even wanted canceled it

Esther told me all of her plan
The most exciting part for was the cake
It was music to my ear
It's been a long time since I ate a birthday cake
So for that, I thank you, Sabreena.
Then, she asked for her mum's handphone's number
Luckily I had it...hehe

Then, it was the day
Sabreena and I went for the Interact seminar
It was fun...got to meet Kum Fong, Sui Meng and Monica Ng
got back at 1

Then, Esther called me while I was eating
Esther: Iman, is 3 pizza enough?
Iman: Yes, should be
*Hang up and few seconds later
Esther: Iman, what flavour should I Order? There's hawaiian chicken, BBQ....
Iman: Anything got to do with chickens
*hang up and few minutes later
Esther: Iman, is chocolate cake ok for sab?
Iman: Esther, it's sab we are talking about...What does she likes the most?
Esther: *laugh* There's chocolate indulges and banana chocolate cake
Iman: Chocolate indulges
Esther: ok!
*Hang up and a few seconds later
Esther: Iman! there's choco mud pie too! God, there's too many chocolates to choose
Iman: Sab, don't like white chocolates
Esther: But which one should we choose?
Iman: Which cake looks nice to you?
Esther: Chocolate indulges
Iman: Then, chocolate indulges it is....
*finally it ended...

Esther asked me to come at 5.30pm in SS2
I was tired didn't get to rest
Reached at her placed
Then Sab's mum called me...said that she had gone out
She said that we had to decorate
I said ' WHAT?!, still haven't decorate?'
We had a little time you know
We were so rushing until her mum said that sab will be back soon!
Esther quickly called Amanda and asked her to stall sab for 30 minutes...haha
You can imagine that it was funny when Amanda trying to stall Sab...must be annoying to Sab

Then, Sam came ...Wheee!
I'm not good at decorating stuff so let sam and esther did it
So, I volunteer myself to buy the cake...Yay!
Bought the cake that I chose so that I can eat it....haha
Went back to Esther's place and she asked me to pick up the pizza
Then, she was disappointed cuz she wanted to write 'happy Birthday, Joreena'...sorry
So, I went all the way to the pizza restaurant and I felt like I was the delivery woman

Reached Sab's house
Amanda sms me saying that she couldn't stall her no more
luckily we were there first
Adele and siew Ho were there already

Sab came back
and Esther asked me to stall her
Of all the things to do....I had that job
I am bad at acting...seriously and can't even lie perfectly

Stall her then Melvin came
This part was funny for me
Man, was I sweating at that time

Luckily I bought the VCD player
cuz the movie we wanted to watch is on DVD
So her brother ask sab to go get amanda's DVD at her house
Oh ya, her family was in it too..haha
Sab was so frustrated that she don't want to go out
but it was good that she did cuz we still haven't prepared yet

Finally, we went to her room
and SURPRISE! Melvin scared her behind the door
She was shocked and fell onto the ground
Then Siew Ho came out from the cupboard but he faced the wrong way...LOL!
Then...the last surprised was ESTHER...TADA! Had you fooled didn't it? haha
She cried....

Then...MAKAN! I was hungry and tired at the same time but still I was trying to be happy for Sab on her b'day and enjoy it
Sab's mum's Bihun goreng is the best 5 stars!!!
and the drink...ummmm....????
then pizza....Sabreena were all dressed up then Joshua came... so sad that he missed all the surprised...see, I told you that you could come eventually...

Melvin went home so early..so sad...he was trying to give sabreena a goodbye kissed...haha

Trying to prepare for the movie..Joshua got scared
I was trying to put in the VCD until I screamed (I step on the pizza)then joshua screamed than I screamed back than he screamed back..I stopped cause I thought it was stupid... He went into the toilet and screamed again cuz he saw a dead cockroach..haha

Finally watch movie, changed the movie three times cuz it was boring..and finally watch SAW 5..Adele and Sam when home already...Joshua and Amanda were afraid...Siew Ho thought it was lame...Others were feeling nothing

After that, my favourite part CAKE!
As usual sing a birthday song and blow out the candles than cut the cake
Too bad at that time I was fulled....(sob sob)
Then, Krys went home
Shasha got loose..It was fun trying to catch her
Then, Amanda and Siew ho
and then there was only two of us left( me and Esther)
Another surprised was we were sleeping over at her house
Esther told her...Sab's expression was not what she expected...
Amanda told her that she was...Sab's expression was what we want to expect to wards Amanda but she couldn't
I told her in the end....but again was not what we expected
Man! What a surprise reaction that we want to expect from her...

We slept at 2a.m I think Esther was playing Left 4 dead and I fell asleep....I always fell asleep unconsciously...
We woke up at 12.30pm whoa! so late..... I woke up and found out that Esther was playing left 4 dead again..I thought she had played it all night...
First time I woke up and said that I want to eat cake...Esther thought the same thing too
So we ate cake(finally) and bihun too....What a breakfast..more like lunch

In the evening, we went to eat at Restoran ????? I forgot where it is...
The food there is really nice..
Esther and Sab ordered the same thing
I was the odd one...so sad

Finally, after dinner
I went home....still didn't get to rest properly cuz my mum left house chores for me...HMPH!
Thank you Esther for planning the surprise party I owe you one...and Sabreena, hope you had fun, enjoyed it and like the present that I gave you...If the present is something wrong I can give it back...still had the receipt...

Pictures...Sorry didn't take many pictures but here's some that I managed to take

What?!

Surprise! Something is missing????

Oh look! We are the world
Pink-me cuz is close to purple
dark blue- krystle cuz she likes blue and hates pink
black-Siew Ho cuz i wanted him to be black..haha jk jk
peach-Esther cuz she wants it
red- amanda
yellow-melvin
pink- sam
light blue-adele
orange-joshua(between adele and erica)
green- erica
and lastly her mom and dad
couldn't guess who else..haha

AWWWW! Thank you Esther!

You were late..Where to put my bicycle?

Let see how many pizza do we have??? HMMM...

Where is Joshua?

Sabreena is texting him

Suddenly!

HE CAME! YOU'RE LATE! People were angry at him

Krys and I

Me, Esther and Dele

the waiters..pls serve us the drinks

Me and amanda

What's that over there?..huh..a clock!

We have a music background..yea!!!

AH! The cake..yea... so excited

Faster blow the candle if not

Micheal Jackson appears!

Make a wish

Haha..our tradition
Siew Ho and Esther did it on their b'day too..

Her reactions when she opened her father's present

Man! I wish I had taken picture when she opened my present
I didn't get to see her reaction
Nevermind, next year...

Yes, Shasha
you want the toycar or
the cake?

Cut the cake!
CUT THE CAKE!

Siew Ho...you just admit that you are lame

LOOK! they are wearing the same brand shirt
HARD ROCK BABY!

Too Blurr....

Hey, DJ Esther..What's up?
Can I request a song for Sab?

Sabreena
Happy 15th Birthday
I love you with all my heart
You are my best friend
You like a sister to me
You are the youngest in our group
I known you since Standard 1
You never fail to make me laugh
You are always there for me
Every time I am hurt you'll be there
Such a caring, kind and funny friend
I'm glad you are my friend
We do almost everything together
Hope people can get our names right
Buy 1 Sabreena Free 1 Iman...YEAH!
Hope you had fun
Thanks for being you
We love you!
I'm done!

Heart Full of Chocolates

2009-06-28T23:38:00.000-07:00

Krystle came to school today
and she bought me present from London
A heart full of chocolates
you must love me a lot...haha

She missed my birthday
It was sad that she wasn't there with me

Thank you, Krys!
I love it so so much
especially the casing

I actually didn't notice the scroll at first
because it was small

I can bet that my mum will finish all of the chocolates

Krys bought home a Big Ben for me
just like I ask
I love it....
and no, krys
I won't eat it

I love Sabreena's one too
It's like a stone
and on the stone it written LOVE
and behind it
is like a weird language....

You love us too much is it?
again thank you

TRANSFORMERS

2009-06-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

Transformer 2
A must watch movie!
The tickets is really hard to get in
the internet or phone-booking

Really last minute planned out
Well, that's us
always last minute but managed to pull it through
Watch it with
Sabreena and Siew Ho
at Tropicana City

Siew Ho was excited when Sab bought the ticket
He's A bit crazy
Sab was scared
and so was I

Don't watch Transformer with Siew Ho
So torturing
Should had sat next to Sab
I can't even talk to anyone
Siew Ho would Shush! me when I talked...ISH!
and Sabreena was far away

It was really cool
got new autobots
There was humour, sensed scene, emotional(for me) and thrilling
the movie took more than 2 hours
The movie is funny
Love the twin

Must Watch!
I'm not gonna say anything
would not want to spoil it to anyone

See ya!

Random days

2009-06-25T22:35:00.000-07:00

Went to school...
Lost my ringkasan book
PJPK
Playing volleyball really hurts yours hands

Today Micheal Jackson Died
It's so sad
My mom was so shocked
He was very very famous
always on the top chart
no one could beat him
He was the best

Siti gave me a teddy bear
It's so cute
and gave me
a wedding bag...Wheee
Thank you!

Joseph gave me a T-shirt
he bought size S
who do you think I am?
buying me a size S
Well, it fits me
I think it's ok
I shall wear it
thank you!
It's really nice

I am not satisfied with my result..2 July is Open Day
I hope my result won't prevent me from going out

I want to watch Transformer 2 so badly
Haven't watch it yet
so don't tell me anything!

I turned 15

2009-06-21T23:25:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR THE WISHES!
21st Jun 2009

Sabreena, Sandra, Esther, Sam Cheh, Joshua, Siew Ho, Krystle, Andrea Prisha, Sarah Fong,
Alicea and Elena Chia, Jo Li, Aileen, Erica Chan, Amanda Soh, Adele Tan, Ameer, Joseph Loh, Sha lynn, Angeline, Grace Ng, Voon Pang, Yi Jing, Daniel Ong, Madelene Yap, Heidy, JN Chua, Jessie, Alycia Tan, Yean Hui, Azreena, Zhen Ian, Lee Ann, Michelle Teh, Chanel Chin, Jeremy Kok, Siti. Thiam Joo and Kevin Wong.

Sorry if your name isn't there if you had wished me
I forgot some...hehe
but

Thank you for remembering!

We went to Sunway Lagoon on that day
bought the tickets or wristband
chose dry park,wet park and extreme park
it's a package so it's cheaper with Mykad
We didn't actually went to wet park..hehe

Look, It's purple my favourite colour..hehe
Joshua arrived first
then Siew Ho,
Sabreena and Esther

Here they are..
Joshua and Siew Ho went to buy credit
Sabreena really wears my favourite colour on that day, so sweet
Next time I should have a theme for my b'day

We were bored waiting for the guys
we took pictures

oooo... Reflection!
Who is that girl I see?

Shortly after that, the boys come back
Another problem was Sam
She was late
really late
while waiting for her we ate
at white coffee house(or the way around?)

we ate light food only
but quite full at that time

Finally, Sam arrived.
we went inside
upgrade our wristband to orange
to enter scream park at 2.30pm

While waiting went for some ride

First up, rollercoaster
so scary
the picture was so funny
our faces..haha
Siew Ho was so calm about it
got possing some more

Next,
Apache Pots
bad idea because we just ate
way to go Iman!
was feeling very dizzy

Next,
Tomahawk
It was fun
only me, Siew Ho and Josh rode it
Never thought Siew Ho would get scared
after seeing him rode the rollercoaster
I screamed damn loud

After that,Niagara Falls Flume Ride
I was really scared to ride it at first
but I managed to rode it
Esther, Josh and Sab
then
ME, Siew ho and Sam
We actually sang during the ride
quite funny
and get ourselves all wet

AH! Scream park
We were all scared except Siew Ho
Siew Ho confirm in front but
at the back still fighting for it
What la Joshua..you suppose to be the MAN!

First, one was scary
3D was dizzy couldn't see that clear
second, prison break
the light kept on flickering
ow, my eyes but it make the person moves like a ghost
one second they are there
next thing, they are besides you
scary!
Third was the scariest for me,
Night at the museum 2
Esther was holding my hoody and I was far from Siew Ho
went the ghost frightened me
I ran towards Siew Ho but
I was pulled back
by the hoody
Felt like I was strangled
Esther not fair
she closed her eyes
The last one gave Siew Ho the fright

Then finished
quite short
Next.
to the extreme park!

Quite a long walk
first paintball shooting
I got a hit or two

but if you want to have a war
must pay RM30
No way,
quite Expansive!

Next one,
ATV ride
We have to wait
so
Picture time!

Then, they gave us the shower cap
so funny
we looked like lunch ladies
Sam didn't want to wear it that much

Say 'Cheese'

Joshua EMO!

So sad, Siew Ho had to go first
5 person only
bye Siew HO!

Then,
here's

Sam...getting ready

Joshua...Ermmmm

ME!

Sabreena...I don't know but this picture make me laugh..haha

and Esther...so pretty
Here we go!

Here we come
Make way people!
pon pon!

Phew! that was fun

After that, we went Kayaking

It was so fun...
You get to ride it on your own
but it is very hard to control
your hand can even get tired
It's all about team work

SieW Ho and JOshua went first
Me and Sab couldn't control where were we going
It was hard
Especially if you don't know
which one is you left or right
quite confusing

Eventually meet up...But Sam and Esther don't know where they went to
They were also having a hard time there

Suddenly 'BANG' with each other
Sabreena was the worse...haha
She got hit by the kayak from another person
THat was funny
Luckily, I didn't sat in front...

Go, Siew Ho and Joshua!

Go Us!

Looking good, guys!

Next,
Bungee Jumping
Siew Ho always the first to go
because he was so excited

It was damn fun
It's like flying in the air

Smile!

Jump higher Sam!

Joshua so scared

We wanted to ride the flying fox
but after we climbed up the stairs
which was so tiring

They said They had to close it
Damn! so sad
No choice
we crossed the bridged
quite scary
when the bridged is shaking

Picture time!

OH!
Here comes Siew Ho
He was really scared
He was shaking

Don't worry SIew Ho
We are here

At the end, he couldn't took it
He ran all the
Same goes for me and Sab
By the time we reached at the end
The sign says no running
Ooops!

So, Joshua went home first
so sad
didn't even say goodbye..hmph!

First I bought a present for Father's day..hehe

THen we go MAKAN at Fridays
we were so hungry and thirsty
I get bossed them around a bit
felt like my it was my birthday..haha

The food there was so delicious
but then I had to go home
I was so damn full
couldn't take it anymore
Walk walk walk
say goodbye to Sab, sam and Siew Ho
Sent Esther home
and Home sweet home

That was fun!
I had a blast....

Thanks for the card Alicea and Krystle!
I like it

Sab, thanks for the present
I love it
It's purple and flowery
and you don't want me to open it
you like the first to wish me and the first to give me present
you are such a great friend...
love you..

LOOK! LOOK! There's the butterfly
so pretty
Wheeee.....
Thank you again to all of you

I can't believe Shirlie Forgot my B'day
Thanks, shir, Thanks!

Krystle is coming home soon can't wait for her to come back

and
I just got a call from Nando's saying that I have free chicken and promotion for my b'day
What?!
I don't really eat nando's that often
hmm..

My b'day is over
Now is sab's turn
haha

Ok, bye for now

drawing nearer

2009-06-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

For My upcoming birthday
My Family treat me to dinner
They asked what do I want
They suggested Victoria Station
but I said I want 'Steam fish'

Please! everytime someone's birthday, we always eat there
beside I don't want any fancy or expensive place to eat
just a normal fiest for a small family

My Dad

My Step- Mom

and

My brother
(Sry, I don't want to take his pics)
never thought that he would join us
I think he just tag along because he's hungry
and not because of my birthday

Yummy!
I ordered 'udang goreng masak tepung'
and
My bro ordered 'sotong goreng masak tepung'

My step-mom said that choose other than that
both also 'masak tepung'
but what to do we like it
but like different seafood

AH! My steam fish
I ordered that and MY BROTHER EAT THE MOST
Next time, don't invite him!
seriously...

I also ordered 'Kailan Ikan Masin'
but I didn't eat it
because I forgot about it..hehe

MY MOM

She cooked spaghetti for me
nothing beats a home made cooking
especially when it's from your mother

she really puts in the ingredients
with my taste
that's why it is so tasty!

Best of all

DURIAN!

I finally ate it
so happy
haha

today had been all my favourite food day
thank you
mom and dad
and
mama

bye!

Twice in a row

2009-06-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

9th of june
Went to 1u at 10.30 a.m
meet up with sab and Esther,
than Joshua, erica , amanda
lastly sam.

before we watched the movie
we played pool
I sucked at it
not once i got it in the hole
Everytime I played
the white ball
always give Sab a nice place to shoot
Damn it!
I know joshua is so pro at it.
He left us after Weng Wai came..

Hannah Montana the Movie
It started at 11.40
not exactly
bought popcorns, drinks and everthing
Joshua was worried because we went in a little bit late
guess what? It had not start yet..
Well, just in time for it..

The movie was AWESOME!
gotta give 5 stars for it...
Love the song
storyline was great
and the show was funny
Jackson was the most funny one in the movie
the ending was great too
too bad we couldn't do the hoedown thrown down...

After the movie ended
we met up with adele and there was a guy(????) and Siew Ho
Oh ya, it was so kind for adele's mum to buy us the ticket
we couldn't had watched the movie without you,dele
Thank you so much
we had lunch at the Garden

the place was so beautiful
The food there was delicious
but we were running late
the movie starts at 2.20 pm
and still hadn't finished their lunch yet
I didn't order anything
so me, sam, josh and Siew Ho went ahead without them

Man, were we late...
It had started,
I guess about a few second..

This movie was funny
and romantic
Mostly it was hilarious
Zac Efron is really good at acting
5 stars!!!

Well, the movie wouldn't be nice with these two hot guys....Ah! they are so hot...
I admit that Zac Efron was that hot when he first appeared but now......(melt)

This guy(sry forgot what's his name was) who acted in Hannah Montana is really cute.
I still remembered in the cinema..
Esther and Sab were like going to melt...

After the movie..
We got separated
so left us four
me, sab, Esther and Sam
We went and eat at A&W
Float is so nice...
yummy!

We went back to Esther's place
and me and Sam
joined them for guitar lesson
(sry for the intrusion)
Now, I know what sabreena meant went she said
that she always forgot or don't understand what she learnt
It's so confusing
I could see their faces were so blurr
It was quite funny..haha

At night,
me and Sab went for a sleepover at
Esther's house
played cards, (Which me and sab don't even know how to play) and marco polo
It was tiring but fun!

Went to bed at 12 O'clock
I slept a little bit earlier
said that wake up 8 to go swimming
In the end we woke up at 12.15pm
and went swimming at 1.30 pm

After swimming,
We ate Nando's
Yummy!
Had a nice chat and all

I went back at 6 pm
I know is a bit early
but my mum said to be home before 7

Thanks for a great outing
and awesome sleepover
I think is my first time having a sleepover at a friend's house during these holiday..
Thank you!

Bye for now...

A great day!

2009-05-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

What a great day for a picnic...
We celebrated a surprise party for these two pretty girls
more like a surprise picnic...
It was their birthday

Samantha Cheh Mae Sum
6th of May
She's really nice, kind and smart
I believe she can go far
A famous author maybe
or anything that she wants to be
cuz she has the spirit and confident to so
I'll support you all the way!
Happy birthday

And there's Aileen Yeo
9th of May
She's really sweet, nice and pretty
She will always stay cool whenever anything is wrong
In fact, I never see her get angry before..
Well, that's good thing and
that's what's special about her..
Happy Birthday

Hope you two like the present

Picture time!

Then it was over...

Mother's day

Sabreena and I went to Curve to buy Mother's day's gifts....

Here's what I bought for her..

She said it was nice and she love it..
She wore and then it got lost
IT GOT LOST! LOST!
Luckily, her friend found it
and after that she didn't want to wear it anymore
so that it wouldn't get lost again...

On the same day it was
Joseph's birtday..
What can I say about him..
HAH! I know
He's a pretty guy,haha
Nah...He's a great friend

There's another one
Shirlie Chong
13th of May
She is sometimes can be so blurr
but her blurness what makes us laugh
She is very helpful and funny..
I love you, Shir
Hope you like the present me and Sab gave you..
you better wear it!
Happy Birthday..

Well, that's all
Bye.

Best Day for Him

2009-05-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

Nice pose>>

On The 8th of May, it was my dad birthday....He wanted to take us out to dinner but unfortunately no one wants to go
So, he ate alone on his BIRTHDAY!
It was so sad when he told me that...

Oooo...There's a logo on the side of the shirt so cool..

But then, my mum gave me some money and
I bought him a Polo T-shirt since he likes that brand
He was so happy
Honestly, I really like that shirt. I think he looks great on it.
That is his present
I love you, ayah.
Happy Birthday!

At the same time, it was Sabreena's brother's birthday too.
and he got a kitten for his present...
It is so cuteeeeeeeeee

So, It also basically Sabreena's kitten too...
It's so cute, I feel like bringing it home
It's name is Sha Sha
or Shasha..
Before that their names were a bit weird

The name was quite weird for me to call it
but I managed to feel comfortable with it
It's a female
Sabreena! get ready for the baby kittens...
Don't forget to give me one
no....TWO!
Bagi yang Comey-comey sikit...hahaha

Man! I wish my cats are cute as kittens
They were but
They grow up so fast.....(sob)
I. AM. SO. JEALOUS!

Bye!

Birthday Marathon!

2009-05-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

I know is a bit late for this but I just want to blog about it so that my blog won't be dead. It's either because I was lazy at first or forgotten....... But here it is.....

Joshua Tan (left)
26th of January
This guy is very sensitive so girls don't ever hurt his feelings or guys.
He is a great friend, always there when you need him.
He is smart, good-looking and my mum likes him..haha

Amanda Soh(right) 1st February
She is so funny,pretty and such a sweet girl.
Always make people around her feel happy.
She is so hyper all the time if she is not, then something is wrong.
You can say she is weird but to me weird is always make that person is special...

Krystle Chan(right) 10th of March
This girl is smart, pretty and sarcastic.
She always beat me in her sarcasm.
Hope one day I'll beat her.
She is taken....So sad
I love you
and you will always be my sugar....

Erica Chan(left) 25th of March
She is so pretty, funny and weird!!!
Always do good deed.
Nice and kind person.
Always make people laugh...
Very smart too...
I like her very much

Adele Tan(right)
She is kind and always speak out her mind.
A brave girl, smart and pretty...
She's very active in sports(man, she runs fast!)
I like her very much...

Erica and Adele are very close and they are weird when they are together but I guess that's what make them an interesting friends..

Tan Syn Yee(left) 2nd of April
She s smart and sometimes annoying.
But she is always there when you need her.
she is ready to help anyone.
She is a great friend you could ever had.

Ong Li Wen..... 15th of April
She is an awesome friend
She is my partner in defense
Always together in the game..
Once we are together we are un stoppable..hahaha
She even gave me tickets to David Archuleta...thank you for that..

Alicea Chia 22nd of April
I like her cuz...
She is such a sweet girl...
Her voice is so cute..
I known her since form 1
She is very quiet..
But she is a great friends...

Happy Belated Birthday to all of you....
If I missed anyone....
Happy birthday to you!

All of you are very special friends.....

FUNNY!

2009-04-24T07:25:00.000-07:00